Someone asked me if that's what I really want.
NOW, what do I want to do in my life?
Truthfully, I want everything. A degree (curious about the benchmark) , a successful online store that makes the female population happy with shopping, how to sew (I want to sew my own clothes), website HTML skills & everything related to Communications & Fashion.
It is not greedy. Perhaps I have this great desire to want to know how it works because that's what I want to do for the rest of my life/career.